WHY DO I LOOK AWAY AND PRETEND NOT TO SEE?

ALL THOUGH I KNOW IT’S WHAT I NEED

WHY DO I RUN AWAY AND PRETEND NOT TO FEEL?

THOUGH I KNOW IT’S EVERYTHING I WANT

 

THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG

AND I CAN TELL IT KEEPS LETTING ME DOWN

OVER AND OVER AGAIN

WILL I FIGURE ALL THIS OUT?

OR, IN TIME, IS EVERYTHING GONNA FADE AWAY?

 

JUST BREAK THE CHAIN

RELEASE ME FROM THIS SORROW

WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR?

WHAT AM I ASKING FOR?

I KEEP ON TELLING MYSELF

 

IF I NEVER FIND THE WAY OUT FROM HERE

I’D RATHER DIE (I’D RATHER DIE)

BEFORE I REALIZE THE TRUTH

 

(YEAH) I’M STILL STUCK IN HERE

DID I MAKE THIS CLEAR?

THE WORDS YOU HAD SAID BACK THEN

“WHAT’S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RIGHT AND WRONG?”

“HOW CAN I TELL THESE TWO APART?”

 

THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG

AND I CAN TELL IT KEEPS LETTING ME DOWN

OVER AND OVER AGAIN

WILL I FIGURE ALL THIS OUT?

OR, IN TIME, IS EVERYTHING GONNA FADE AWAY?

 

JUST BREAK THE CHAIN

RELEASE ME FROM THIS SORROW

WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR?

WHAT AM I ASKING FOR?

I KEEP ON TELLING MYSELF

 

IF I NEVER FIND THE WAY OUT FROM HERE

I’D RATHER DIE (I’D RATHER DIE)

BEFORE I REALIZE THE TRUTH (BEFORE I REALIZE)

 

WHEN THESE FEELINGS TAKE OVER ME

MY HEART HURTS BUT FEELS SO ALIVE

COLLAPSE WITHIN ME

FALLING APART

 

WHAT I’VE DONE WAS ALL FAKE?

 

WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR?

WHAT AM I ASKING FOR?

WHAT AM I SINGING FOR?

WHAT AM I LIVING FOR?

 

THESE WORDS COME IN AND OUT MY MIND

 

WHAT AM I SINGING FOR?

WHAT AM I LIVING FOR?

IT’S ALL UP TO ME

 

WHAT AM I SINGING FOR?

WHAT AM I LIVING FOR?

IT’S ALL UP TO ME

 

IT’S ALL UP TO ME (IT’S ALL UP TO ME)

IT’S ALL UP TO ME (IT’S ALL UP TO ME)

 

 

IT’S ALL UP TO ME